I wanted to be an artist..

It was a dream i know i could have but just too afraid to dare try… I’m thinking of the what if’s of my life… If i have pursued what i wanted to be, then where would I be now?
Definitely not in front of my desk, doing system analysis or debugging chunks of codes…

Or maybe, i would still be here doing some system programming… because even though i keep sighing everyday for all the work i have to do..

I enjoy thinking…

and solving…

Maybe that is also the reason why i stayed long in physics…

Because I enjoy what I was doing there…

And so, the dream to become an artist may have encompassed some other heart desires… Artistry is no longer defined just in landscapes or still life(s)…

I am a painter of my own life…

A hug for my beloved